whaaa happened?

totally, totally sucked, having to email the captain of your beloved team, the leader of your amigas, to tell her that i won't be skating in vegas next year. with another cortisone injection coming tomorrow and only 2 months between now and the tourney, it probably just isn't practical for me to try to play. even if i'm able to skate in games before then, tourney play is tough and the last thing i want to do is play three four games in three days and get this sh*t all inflamed again. (that is, assuming it gets better between now and then).

while i know it's best for me health-wise, and was selfish of me to think i could skate and possibly cheat my teammates out of my best effort (which leaves much to be desired), it sucks to know that i'm not going.


i think i'm going to go cry now.