2.28.2005
still fretting
talked to Nic for at least an hour on friday night, and all i can say is that i wish there wasn't this thing called the Pacific Ocean between us. to be more specific, 2,347 miles. the news about her mother-in-law is not so good. i spent far too much time on friday night reading about multiple myeloma, which only reminded me of how much my dad has gone through in the past 2 years. actually, not even 2 years.
the shopping and getting out on saturday helped, as did working pretty much all day yesterday, but every now and again my mind wanders off to be with my friend and i would give anything to be able to help her now as much as she has helped me during my dad's illness.
speaking of my dad, he's been really tired lately, which caused his oncologist at home to run a more extensive series of blood tests. no word yet on what's going on, but needless to say, i worry. a lot. we go to UCSF tomorrow to meet with Dr. Damon and hopefully he'll say that the fatigue is just a normal progression of the post-BMT process.
the shopping and getting out on saturday helped, as did working pretty much all day yesterday, but every now and again my mind wanders off to be with my friend and i would give anything to be able to help her now as much as she has helped me during my dad's illness.
speaking of my dad, he's been really tired lately, which caused his oncologist at home to run a more extensive series of blood tests. no word yet on what's going on, but needless to say, i worry. a lot. we go to UCSF tomorrow to meet with Dr. Damon and hopefully he'll say that the fatigue is just a normal progression of the post-BMT process.
# posted by cheddah : 11:45 AM
